I've woken up earlier than I wanted to this morning but that's ok. I had friends round last night and we finished off a bottle of my Port so I'm using this time early on to watch the Holby City that I didn't get to see!
I have to go out to Doctor this morning to pick something up then Matty and I are going to get ready to go out. We're going to the Cinema this afternoon. We usually go to the Panto on Christmas Eve but Matty decided he didn't want to this year so we're going to watch a film then meet up with David and go for a meal.
I have mixed feelings this year. I'm sad because it's the first anniversary of my Uncle's death and that's going to be really difficult, especially as it's right at Christmas time...but we are going to try and look at the positives. Celebrate his life, rather than be sad about him passing away.
On the other hand, we have a lot to look forward to and be happy for this year. I have the people around me that I love more than anything and that's important.... There have been a lot of Christmasses filled with sadness for me but hopefully, the future is something to be positive about.
Matty is so excited...it's lovely. Christmas is for everyone, but especially for children and I love to make it special for him. Can't wait for Santa to get here 
